im lost for words

Hi Yall,

I’m beginning to feel that my email address hates me.Or thinks that I’m a loser.It’s filled to the brim with spam ranging from…Milf C**ksucker to Win A New Plasma TV to Dive in the Caribbean to Watch Annie Eat Her C**t( And her dog’s too!)…Its pissing me off alot and everytime i open up my inbox,there’s hundreds of them to clear.Argh…dont wanna go thru the hassle of setting up a new email addy…bloody spamidiots.

And i figured that my brother is significantly immature on his choice content from the "idiot box" - the tv. This morning he was gleefully smiling and sniggering at a kids cartoon called Rolie Polie Olie where it had a family of yellow Mr Snowman-lookalikes imitating a train while bumping on their asses.Quality TV that, mind you. Compare this to Visionaries or Transformers and I’ll choose my choice of cartoons any day.

Watch X-men III the other day with Sikin and yes, it was entertaining and all but it seemed lightweight in terms of character development and depth of plot.Though hard to extend the time for movies to accomodate plot intricacies, I wished more consideration was put into the thought process in making the show. At least to appease the fanboys.And too bad, Apocalypse or GahLakTus didnt make any appearances but it would really spoil the flow of the movie franchise as alien invasion and shit would make it less relative to the plot of stereotyping anyone different from the ordinary.

And X-Men Legends II: Rise of Apocalpyse rocks. Wolverine really kicks ass in this.   

My Bape-lookalike pink-camo PSP.

Til Later,Keep Ya hats On.

Life itself has taught me a lot of lessons and i know death awaits, telling me to resolve my issues and experience what the world offers. With experience, only will the knowledge can be acquired. I’m very lucky to being able to enjoy life’s pleasures and wanting to be alive has given me much needed reason to continue this blind endeavour of mine.

One thing, unfortunately, that life has not taught me, is to accept what comes the way it is. I can accept and believe that fate and pre-destination is part of life but life still has yet to open to me about sadness and regret when things do not go the right direction and i cannot decide and pre-empt of how far I can manage damage control.

Yes, I am weak.

Yes, I am dishevelled.

Yes, I am weary.

For I am just a man. A mistake-filled, imperfect man.

But life has taught me one thing.

"Do not give up, my friend",it said to me. "I can only get better if you only try harder and give up all your insecurities around you. Go, be a better person and let me help you to resolve your mistakes. Just try, my friend. Just try."

"And don’t give up."

Till later,Keep ya hats on.

(And I’ll try to keep mine too.)

Hey hey,

Im back! Damn elections took some of my time and i couldnt really think much as i had to drag my brown ass to work at 5am in the morning for 10 days and the days before that were hectic too. But i managed to get some fresh air and spend a wonderful dinner with my family and Sikin last week.

Amazingly, 3 more friends came into my wardrobe of toys…please welcome the Miho "twins" of Sin City (in color and sepia style) and one of my beloved movie characters played by Brandon Lee…Eric "The Crow" Draven. I dont have their pictures up yet as i am at work now…Lovely and most gracious thanks to my beloved Sikin…

And, my friends, please do shed me some light on this matter i encountered that same day of getting those wonderful toys…

As we were leaving China Square, me and Sikin met with an acquaintance both of us knew. As Sikin went up to her and called her name, i stood a couple steps away from where they were. And to my surprise, did you know what the first words the acquaintance said to Sikin?

Sikin: "Hey, ****. How are you doin?"

****: "You still with him?"

Note: I could hear what she was saying as i said, i was only a couple steps away from them, even though i was busy texting someone.

What’s with that? Damn. Am i that bad? Hmm…Sikin told me not to worry and yeah, i brushed it off. Nothing trivial fazes me especially words from someone as trivial as that person. To quote an example of this person is that she once told people we knew that she had a degree and went around the world and she was ONLY working at the airport to kill time and she was only 18 then, i just feel sad for her and hopes the best for her future endeavours.

So tell me my friends, am I that bad?

Till later, keep ya hats on.